Excerpt from an IM conversation tonight:
"Dude: hey its not like im some prize pig
Me: that depends on who's looking at u
Dude: well its not the right ppl
Me: that i can believe"
If it's not abundantly clear, I really like this dude. He's an ex of mine and being around him really makes me happy. He isn't necessarily the typical cat that I go for. He isn't particularly brilliant or industrious (thought he is caramel-complected with a small frame), but he has a genuine spirit and he makes me happy. He likes it when I'm smiling and he's not comfortable when I'm not happy. And I'm head over heels for this cat, but (as we can see in the conversation) I'm not the right person. And, though this isn't the first time someone has told me that they want someone...but just not me, it really hurt tonight. I won't say that I love kid like that, but I care a whole lot and I just really wanted him to be able to return it yo. I really did...
I guess this is particularly interesting given my previous post for today. Maybe I am crazy for not investing in looks like everyone else. But I can only be me...Eh.
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